Wednesday, February 19, 2014

Story about Matthew McGuire 25





Dreams of The Night


  Matthew Sean McGuire

DIGITAL DESIGN

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This is Matthew Sean McGuire, at Age: 2, as He Dreams one Day about What He can Create, That Matters, Dreams of The Night, we can see The Moon, and Then the Stars, This is an Example of a Concert Ticket, for the Beatles, for anyone who wonders about Music Concert, we can Attend, Dreams of the Night: the Moment to where we can Think where, something like Music, by the Creation of the Designer.

This is an Example Of Matthew's Free-Hand Drawing, Matthew Enjoyed doing this since he was a kid, but Matthew what also thinking That working on a Higher Education did Require the Skills, that he knows he doesn't have Yet. Including working on His Spelling, Grammar, and English Writing.
While Matthew was working on this He could Mention a # Number of things that is Recommended, Including the Look of the Stars in the Drawing, that this was to be Developed as an Example of Matthew, When he was A Year Old, He wonders, What The Country the United States of America, How The National Holiday, Independence Day, was like Back in July 4th, 1984, 2 Weeks before Matthew was Born, and By Next Year, to Honor for our Troops, but also A Natural Born Citizen, Digital Design, of course, seems like an Invention, for anyone who knows What that is, But, Matthew was thinking that, by Next Year he would be working on Earning His Bachelors Degree, It took Matthew a lot of time to Understand about all These Degrees, and The Job He would Fit in, for His work, Related to Designing, if the work of Computer/Technology, is all about Making the work More Realistic, But also i do think, for anything That still does not Make Since, is to know it has not Happened Yet, its a Possibility, This this Photoshop work Below, Matthew, explains about the Educational Possibility for Next Year, A lot of This of course Mentions for The Month of July?
when Graduation is Usually in May, But, Matthew also Mentioned the Gold Monument, Matthew Painted This Drawing as if he was Young, Mainly Talking about What a Bachelors Degree is, Meaning 3 Years, of a College Education, This does not seem to Exist in Matthew's School Records, but of course it is Set for the Future.










examples of Matthew's Painting Based on What he Learned on his Education, Matthew Spent a lot of Time after School Hours Practicing on His work, in Designing, Even if it seems like it was ALL Just for FUN, Matthew would work hard to Better Understand the Programs at what he was working with.




This is My Photoshop work Here, I am a Graduate Student, Graduated with my Degree in Digital Design.

my Passion is to Create something That is Useful, For what Companies Find Important about, the work





The Story is about Matthew Sean McGuire, about the story about him and his early childhood growing up, in St. Charles, Missouri, He lives in Columbia, Missouri Now, when Matthew was a little boy, he likes to draw, what was the reason, that he got into creative art, knowing that he liked too color, more like lot into the hobby, after exploring around with different coloring books, he also liked videos games and other electronics Matthew always had an interest in creation, and art, and building, and designing, for some reason, having the ability to use his skills that he didn't know he could do when he was young any homework assignment in school he would have to do is school a few of his teachers would talk to his parents, about that he laughs a lot, but not too talkative, Matthew at times made friends in school some of them, would not look at him as normal, but some did ask his at times, about his artwork.
when he was in school back at an Elementary school, he remembers being in Plays as well, he a lot of times during a family event at the house, would say,"I want to see through the Camera", i would have that look on my face, like what it was to be angry, it was kind of cute income ways, from the Three Decades, Matthew would wonder why we do what we do when we are young, but to tell the story that to be supported for whatever happens in the Future.




When i was young, I would think my artwork would only be presented at the schools, a few of the Teachers were Pretty Surprised at the artwork i would do, some of the school work i did in class, that if it had something to do with freehand artwork i would try drawing something and gotten comments from other classmates, after the years that, since i did not have a computer at home, that other classmate would talk about computer games, and other accessories related to the computer, I would tell them i have a friend that has a computer would think anyone who had a home computer was Rich, but on the other hand to word would be for rich is to at Least Stay in School, and Keep up the good work, and Not give up.

i would get picked on a lot of times in school do to the fact that i would wear reading Glasses, and that i was in Special Needs classes, i seem to feel a lot different from all the other Students, and Teachers, i guess i heard that everyone is Different, but my way of saying that everyone can at least be Smart as much as they can be for there Futures to come.

I Dont think i have told anybody, my Parent more likely Know that i was afraid of the water those copple of times even at the Water Parks, and even at home sometimes on Trips from out of Town, is to Know the best things to know when you are Afraid of Something, is to thing about what you can do and what you are about to do, I have had Many of Dreams that i would be in a Swimming Pool showing others what i could do so far as swimming, there was a Place my mom and Dad took my sisters and i to was the WAMSA a Recreation Center, they had a Swimming Pool there, that is were i Learn some Swimming Lessons, when i was about 5 1/2 , would need floots least that is what my Parents had me were just to Help me with my Swimming Skills, Why was i Afraid of the Water, it started at times, My Family and I at one year went to a Water Park cannot remember the name at this time, but at the Water Park myFamily and I and maybe some others were swimming there, we goes on the Water Slide, some Water Slide would only take one Person at a time, but i can remember going on there and Sliding down, and i can remember that, the Water being Really Fast i would slide down but then you would go into a Poll of Water, then i Remember when i Landed in the Poll of Water, i had Shocked there for a Few Seconds that they had asked me if i had Fun on the Slide, and i had Remembered telling them that i didn't think it would do that since some of the Water had gotten into my Eyes, and i think i had Swallowed some of it, I Can also remember  The Lake of The Ozarks, and Parks of Willow Springs, that i thin the story was that i had Fell into the Poll that was to Deep,and my Father came in to pull me out, Since then i had had Dream that don't really make since, Like, A lot of Family and Friends, Teachers Councilors, would think of me as something you were Born with that you need to see a Doctor, or receive medical Attention, a Few times, my Family would usually think since i need Glasses, according to my IEP , i need More Help with my Reading skills, on the other hand that, My Family Showed me Love in Many of Ways, My Mom told me i was her only Boy in the Family and she In My own words would Say i was Proud to Bring you into this World, Even though  it may seem like a lot of times, you were in the Way, or you were a Handful, or you had Issues, and Medical Problems, that you were Born to have, one thing that i Thing about is that , I was Born to also show my Family and Friends, and Teachers, what i can do, Maybe has not all happened Yet, maybe dont have all what it Takes, but on the other hand is to Keep working on it, This is Matthew McGuire in a Swimming Pool, for some reason, iwas afraid of Water, until i gotten use to it later when i had a few swimming lessons





Brand New GradeBook
This is Matthew Sean McGuire, Original Sketch Drawing, That He worked in Adobe Photoshop, and Illustrator: He painted the Drawings, as If Matthew was in Class, What He Learned about Being a Student, the Future of Design, What is Digital Design, A Skill to where a Design Uses Data, that is Created, to Make the Data, Available, to other Programs, using Pixels, the Professional Way of going Electronically to Bring us a Clear and Brighter, Picture, Designing to work that Requires, a lot of Focus on Resizing the Data, and saving the Data, easier to Make Copies, and Transforming, converting The Data, to Bring the Audiences, Best, in High-Quality Image that are used on the Electronic Devices, now days even by Mobile. The Year, 2018, is What Matthew says: why is That July 18th is Matthew's Birthday, by Summer of 2018, to see a lot More Accomplishments, one of Those is How well Clients get to know the Professional when it comes to the world of Digital, Can


Digital Mean Giving us a lot more control, for what we want to see. What we expect! The Future for what we Make, when it comes to Creative Talent.


This




is Me on my First Birthday, Enjoying my Birthday Cake I didn't know if i had gotten the Biggest, Piece, if we could do the math, about how big and Rich does the cake need to be to make your Day, filled with Joy, Knowing about what you do have and what we all have, what we have, that look on our faces, to know it's my Birthday.

You begin to  wonder what was Always Perfect, on the other hand, that knowing my own Baby photos, that this is me from my early life, and that we begin to wonder about when we get mad we say things, that we don't mean to say, i remember the times when i would get sick on my Birthday, that sometimes spend a few hours in bed, resting, when i wanted to have fun,

I would not know if anyone would ever want to read about me, About my Story seems like there is always something to share with the Future, When i was young i used to think that with my education and Special Needs IEP, that i had Learning issues, and most of the time was told that to be very limited on what i can do, on the other hand, whatever you can put your mind into what you are best at. I was told by many family and friends that i have a good memory, my memory may not be the best, there may have been something i have lost over the years but on the other hand, also, i think about what i still have, with my talents i have a number of things i like to do and like to learn how to do, one to decide on is knowing about my experience also.



as a young Boy, one of my Favorite hobbies was issuing my imagination and creation. Born July 18th, 1984, this is a Story about Matthew McGuire
during his childhood, he thought he was Different from all the other kids do to his disability of how he learns new things as well as the same things when we was 8 he had many of interest in hobbies, Talents, he was into Creative art, and Drama, this Blog is to talk about Matthew McGuire, Talking about the story about Matthew.
Matthew Sean McGuire, this is the only Senior Picture i have from the Rock Bridge High School Senior Class of 2004, it would have been i think on Saturday, June 5th, 2004 when my Graduation was, that for some reason i did not have a Senior picture taken, i did not have any pictures taken at Homecoming, or Prom (Dances), i had a girl friend at time.

School bus my class took to St. Louis, To see the St, Louis Cardinal's i had rode on a School bus for many Years even Rode on a little Bus from when i was going to School From Kindergarten through 2nd Grade i think it was, what was it like to drive my own car Places, it was like not just having my own Freedom, but knowing that i was able to complete one of my goals i worked hard for,, my opinion about Plans and possibilities even on the IEP Reports at school, some should not work out, or Failed to be Complete, that either not enough time to work on it, some may say not the right time, on the other hand, to thank about taking credit for at least Trying.

Most Parents would i think to want their kids to make smart choices when they are grown up and Graduated, with some Children, when they grow up, they tend to want something, ask for something, even get mad about something, but really all that i think what i child to ask for is to remember them for who they are. Most Parents would Say to there loved ones, where ever you choose for who we are that i respect that. we each have an important responsibility, that is to think about who we are and what we can do. for most loved ones to also know that we all have a Future and that we all can work together tor wards our goals, we begin to wonder, How do we mean what we say, we get mad, angry, and even say things we don't mean, my best answer is to think about the Meaning of the Reason, to know, for who i am my Name is Matthew Shawn McGuire age 29, and i write this not because it was recommended, this story is about Me, Matthew, and for who i am, that i was Learned to do many of thinks, by choosing to keep trying, that it seems like sometimes there is a locked gate, tor words our goals, but the way to unlock the gate is to study about how to work out the next step.
Dream Job

What is a Dream Job, from what i Matthew S. McGuire has to say about that, A Dream Job, my Type of Job would be working with others who can Come up with there own ideas for a Company? Business to be interested in, my Dream Job would be using the talented Ideas that i can use to help other people, and for the Ideas to last For Years, Creative, Ideas for the Future of knowing who worked on that Idea to make it happen. A Dream Job, some may think what is a Nightmare Job? i opinion, A Job like that would be working with something that is out of your control until it started working out, other then that when i was going to school a lot of Teachers, Students, and others Ask me, what do you want to be when you Grow up, i get the Answer for everyone, is Someone, who can handle Being in charge of Something, i had mentioned a number of things, on the other hand, that one thing that has not changed was that anything that comes to my mind, is what i work out.for the amount of money it takes to get to that point, it mostly comes from know, Money is made out of Different things other than Paper, Material, its made out of A Persons Bright Education.





 Washington, D.C.











 President's Day, 2014




 Matthew Sean McGuire graduate in the summer, of 2016 with his digital design diploma in Graphic Design in Science, The look of The Eclipse, these are Painting That Matthew worked on Based on the Eclipse, The look at what the Future will Look like, Image of Space, and Science, Understanding our Future.







Future
The Story goes that to let anyone know about my past and my future, that where ever life takes me, that for me to understand that we were not born to be Perfect, we can be Perfect in a lot of ways, one of those ways is to think about who we are, what the most important part about our stories, is that for me, is i have a past that i have not used all details yet, my Future more likely goes by saying, Learned by Concentration, from the things i wanted to learn, and the things i had to learn that i looked at it was knowing about how important it is.






This is my Baby Picture, every time i look at my own Baby picture and to reach my Medical Papers about my Disability, it makes me feel so different from everyone else, that know that i had medical problems at birth, and to say that in my words that i was not born to be Different, but i was a Person born to make the right choices, and to Thank about my Future, knowing about how i came so far from were i am not to where i was 15 years ago, i was that kind of person of course that did not really like reading stories to much, really if no Pictures, then not to interesting, but on the other hand that Reading, that being able to write my own story which i like, to write a story about now about who I am, Matthew Sean McGuire, i often wonder why my Favorite Color was always blue maybe because of the look at my baby picture. 


I Still Remember the School Days, Having to go to bed Early on a School night, and going to school, those couple of times i would need to look at my own Name on my desk to know how to spell my Last Name., i attended Special Needs Classes since my Parent thought the help i needed on my work and understanding it was also offered at the School, the Teachers would think of me as Smart as much as i could be.
My Mom would say that I look a lot like a College student, maybe someone able to run for President, but in this picture, i wondered why i looked older than my age.




When i was in School i can Remember that Picture Day was exciting on the other hand that, that i would remember to dress nice for the Pictures, a few of them would show on a Yearbook, on the other hand, more likely it is the Grades that seem most concerning, i had Failed a few times, either if it is Test or Finals, but that Fail er didn't stop me, I learned that from what was required for and to study, that for your time when you tried.









This is Matthew McGuire on Christmas, the Year i think was 1994, this was the year i remember, out of 4 Christmas in a row maybe not all 4, that I would get up early and go to the Christmas tree and pick a present that would say To Matt on it in my bedroom and open it, my mom would tell me you need to wait for the family next time, seems like it was a lot of times me getting into the Christmas Presents, i still remember a few things i got to do i still have those things, some i may, but other then that either grow out of them, or they were lost, broken, this is kind of were my Carrer begins, knowing about the Truth, about who i am from the Past 20 Years.




Young Baby Matthew, Enjoying His Dessert.











This is me when i

was Young, i dont know exactly what i was thinking at the time, other than sitting on the chair, i remember my parents would say that i had a cute little look on my face, even when i got mad.





School Photos back in the Early 1990's, and for 1989, St. Charles, MOThese are some of my school photos


These are The Painting, and Drawing, Based on Jaycee Lee Dugard, Book, A Stolen Life, A Memoir,
Freedom the First, While i am Reading The Books, I also think about The Artist Talent of working the First, and for my Support, in Creativity, That i am Willing to show, to the Family and Friends, To the Jayc Foundation. That Our Future is Important. These Painting are Based on Idea's from the Book, and for what Matthew was able to work with Based on His Design work.
  



































The University Of Missouri, Mizzou, i didn't go to this school, i took a tour Around the School a few times












I Remember that when i walked into the classroom it would have been February 1994, that Classmates had put on a going away party for me, the lights in the classroom, were off when i walked into the classroom, this was when we were just coming in from the Playground, from Recess time, and the Friends i was hanging out with ask me if i could walk with them becouse they had to use the bathroom, so when we got back to the classroom the lights were off, and the lights came on and all the kids in the room had sang the song by if i remember (Ands a Wonderful Fellow, A nd He was a Wonderful Bellow), That nobody Can Deny), 

i took these videos and pictures to know the Reason, i moved to columbia, Missouri, and that knowing about if College would happen, and knowing about the Family Memories about the Field Trips 15 Years ago








This is not the only Field Trip i went to with Family and Friends, i remember back 15 years ago it was the St. Louis Science Center, and other places, but this was a Field Trip i took that no one went with me, knowing about the story about when i got my Drivers License, that it was a interesting knowing that were was not passenger in the car with, me such as a Driving instructor.

The Columns Frances Quadrangle, there is something about our Education, other then the Cost of going is that time and Location, for who we are.












One of My Dreams was to get my Drivers License and have the Freedom to go Places.




















The Disney Movies i watch Growing up.
























These are Game ideas that i was going to Suggest to EA Games to develop the game based on the story of James Bond, when he saves Washington, D.C. with a Security System that his Agents developed to help protect the President, and and the other buildings from any kind of attack, it was a game idea i had worked on the artwork at the time before i even had gotten my own home Computer.



The story is that i try to be creative as i can, that i didnt think i would finish High School, or get my Drivers License, by some may thin its never going to happen, that your not capable of doing that, my saying is to think about who you are and that "Never Say Never", Always Think Smart, Always Say Forever Possible, when it comes to a story about you, Me that to be thankful for what i do have, that just because i have lost some things does not mean i lost everything., it represents who I am.

My First and Ever Air Plane ride was during the Vacation of Saturday, August 1st, From the St. Louis Airport, to the Ronald Reagon Air Port going up to Washington, D.C. 2009, it was like Time Travel to me, i have Dreams about air Travel, in my dreams i would dream about climing in a tunnel, to board an airline, and to walk across a gate, my first experince was internesting, do to the fact about going to the Airport, and going through the Security,i even told someone there, that this was my first and ever flight, they looked at me like enjoy, your flight, more likly will have more stories to share later on, but right now i am getting started with my early childhood.
There are i am sure lot of things to talk about in this photo, it looks like i am in the way of fire, but really with this information to let my friends, and Family, and other viewers, know that what i think about when i look at this picture i think about the times in school, that i am sure the schools could not afford to take there students on a Fieldtrip weekly to many of the Museums and other places to explorer.
The American Dream, i did not think i would ever make it to the white house, but i did, there are more likly a few things i wanted to do, see, and discover when i was young, but of course one of those dreams was to share with viewers, about what i can do.
Class Ring That i had gotten on my Senior Year at Rock Bridge High School.


Senior Class Ring


The Leaf would Represent the Side Steps of Remembrance.












When i was in School i remember working on homework and other school work related to history.






































Matthew Sean McGuire on  Saturday,September 17, 2005






Matthew Sean McGuire 2004.


This is a story that Matthew Sean McGuire Wrote, for a story idea,The Story of The Money Train Father, Father and So that Both work at a Train Factory, and when the Father could not operate the Steam Locomotive he counted on his son to ride the Father Steam Locomotive, that wondered about his Father, that the Boys Father hand Built his son a Train to were he can Drive the Train Thousands of Miles, and to be known for his best as to remember from were his Career takes him, that his Father told him i built this Train for you to Drive thousands of miles, i am counting on you to run the Business, and to travel and ship the most important's to others places in the Country, that this is what i want to show you. as the boy Grow up that he wondered about the Money Train Father, that it was about Trusted Relationship, of who his Father was and who he wanted to Raise his son to be, that the Train not all about Money. it was the fact about Bringing a good Business together, and to work out any issues, that were ever Direction for were the Train goes, that the most important think to remember is who you are and, what you know, for the Father is to tell the son, i build the Trains and the Tracks, and you Drive the Train for were you need t go, as for the Story of the Money Train Father



I work the artwork, on Mickey Mouse, and on the Motor Cycle Art, i was not looking at it any pictures other then what i could picture in my mined, so the art work looks a little none realistic. on the other hand i am proud for what i have accomplished.
A Few things have Changed from over the Years, that i have Learned a lot of things besides doing Laundry, and Cooking, i worked hard for my License as well, and of course got got more belongings in my apartment now, have a computer, and fax machine, i have wireless Network going at my apartment, which i am paying for, most of what i wanted when i was Young is gradually Coming together.
There are Story that i can talk about so far as Subjects goes, that which ones were my Favorite, what i can remember from my Grade reported and other Schoolwork, that my Favorite Subject was Reading, Story Time, Math, Language Arts, History, Science, even though was was not the best in some of the Subjects, if any of the Teacher would say not to Judge yourself for Failing to try your Best, because i think it has happened i try not to be a Failer, that if i Failed a test, if i Fail to do my Homework, If I Failed to turn in my work, If i Failed to Read a Book,If I Failed to Write a Paper about something, i would more likely tell a few who wanted to know about my Story, that i was in Special Needs Classes for a few Reasons, for what i was Born with and that, from what the Medical Papers said on the other hand that School work in the Regular Classes seems to Hard and could not do it on my own, i think about that story to were i am know my Parents are Proud, to see that i Graduated, on the other hand that my Interest come from who I am, Smart, and Intelligent.




This is Matthew Sean McGuire at his Apartment in 2010.
































This is one of the High Schools i went to that i have a picture of, it has been nearly 10 years since i Graduated, but on the other hand to think about from over the years, to look at what has changed and what is still the same, that College has been talked about, but still on the waiting, but the things i had in mind, the goals i wanted to accomplish, one was getting my drivers License, and the other were working hard to handling my own responsibilities, one goal could be writing a book about my talent, part of the time, i really dont know who would want to read it.on the other hand i had Promised my Parents that i would hand in there.and to keep working hard to to keep the most important thing, of my Dream, to think about who i am, what i can do, what i am good at, not about my Mistakes.
School Field Trips 










A Good Way of Education i think to Keep in mid to Us is the Know about Treasure, that there maybe sometimes we run low on the Budget, and Time when we Get, Mad, and sometimes that we have those Days of Happiness, i try to think on the Bright side that when i get mad, that i work on art activities, and comedies, such as Jokes, For what i went to school for 12 Years is to Remember that i was not the Perfect Person to score an"A+" in every Subject, i was that kind of Person that even thought Homework was a Waste of time, Most people wonder about that, about what to teach there kids, and them self's, that We were Born for who we are, and that to Focus on who we are, by saying the Kind of Treasure that is know for Real Treasure, something to know for the Most important, Forever, is something to be Done, why the One that for who They are and what they know, and what they want to share.

This photo is of my Father and I.











Children's Tuition, i Picked this Name for a Title, That Reperesents, were We were 10 Years ago, what our Dreams were, if they were even Answered, if our Prayers have ever Been Answer, my Goal is to Show my Best it what i can do, For my Family, and Freinds, that i did not Start with an Expensive, Laptop, i worked for it, and to know how to use it, was like, Learning  the ABC'S Backwards. on the other hand that A Children's Tuition to Me, Means about The Future, to Know what happens next for what Life takes Use, so far as Education.

















This is my Teacher, i had At Frances Howell North High School, This is like one of the only Photos i have of my Teacher in School.
This is the House were i Lived with my Family, With My two Sisters, and Mother, we had a Bar in the Basement, and had our good times as well as Bad times Rough times, The good times came around the Holidays and other events, The Bad times, of course our Worries, about someone Breaking in to the House, and and that we didnt have much Money to begin with, but now seems like a lot of those problems slowly come together, to works things out, we had a gig backyard also, we had pets, a few things we like to have that we could not have at the time, after our move, that the House was Sold, as of from my Mom and DAD, that was fixed up for repair, and for what it looked like that the person let us Tour the house back in Spring 1999, that it looked Quite Different, and Quite Nicer, i dont have any Pictures from that time, but what i would say is that That is the house were we lived from those Years.

My Sister and I My Nick Name was Stick boy in the Sun a lot of times, more likely maybe because I was the Skinny and Small Person at the time.

 The Back Yard of Wood Cliff Manor Spring 1999
This is the Bar that was down in the Basement, US as a Family liked having this in the Basement more likely that we had Parties down in the Basement.
This is Matthew Sean McGuire at Age 19", on one of the most Important Days, of what his Family was able to watch, that he Walk across the Stage, during the Graduation to get his diploma, in front of about 2,000 People, to Be Recognized Rock Bridge Senior High School, of Course i went to School for a Reason with most Parent's Could Explain, about school why you need to go, why is it do important? to be able to Know what you want to be, when you Grow up, and that i am willing to speak my own Works about the Story.
A Mother's PassionMother's Day To Remember, This is a Photo to Represent the Meaning of Mother's Day, that about Our Parents, that they Try to be there for there Children as much as they can, and the thing that they ask for there son, and Daughter, is that to be Honored, by saying this is who I am, with mother and Father, that they often began to wonder why i wanted to be on Camera, and artistic, so Far as my story about me, that my Mother and Father they knew that i was not always an A+ Student, when my mom would be home when i came off of the School bus at times would ask to look at my Grade report, i would show her, sometimes ask about how my day was, i would tell her, if i had gotten in any kind of trouble, or if i had any homework, My mom of course liked looking at my School work and during my IEP Meetings that the Teachers there would talk and decide about my education, my Mom was bright of Hearted in a lot of Ways knowing what i wanted to do that starting out with maybe a coloring book she wanted to see her son, do what he wanted to do, was to read and see his work, and to show how much of a important Son i was for the Day of Remembrance, For that saying that i said on a Greeting Card of my own words"Momma's in the Kitchen with the Mix" , For the Best to know Parent's Happy Mother's Day Mom.
This video was Taken of Mother and Son, knowing that 25 Years later, the Mother's Son had gotten a video camera to Capture Family Memories.
This was a Contest that i had Won from a video, For I Am Able, When i was in Grade School i didn't and im sure other didn't either have Computers, desktop, e-readers, IPad's, other accessories for our Education, when i was in School i even had a Hard time Memorizing my Times Table and a few other Math Problems, 5+5=10 and with Reading and understanding words, and Problems, and Spelling, that i am Surprised, that i can Talk about it even on my Blog page, when i was in English class, the Teacher wanted us to write a Story about how our weekend went, a lot of times she would tell us if there was a Secret Love about someone, that she said she would keep it Private, i can remember in The 1st, Grade that i din't know how to spell my last name if it was my Full name it was useally Written on my Desk at School, a lot of good Years at School just trying to remember my Grades, i even got Held Back a Grade also, www.youtube.com/user/mattymc25













This photo was taken a few Years ago, back in 1997, sometime around there, but this was a Place that my Dad and i went to to tour the Steam Locomotives this picture on me that i wonder that to understand a little about Stream Locomotives, that the way they moved, and sound, and that they hall things, if i can remember i do not recall ever bringing anything to school for show and tell related, to Steam locomotives, from the Story by which i tell of the Money Train Father.





These art Paintings i worked on Paints was not looking at any pictures just worked the Paint controls and created the Art from the Creative detail.
































I Think The Most Important Part
About Recess Time is Getting to know the Kids
Being Active with other kids, Being Active
with you Skills, and your hand, and Feet
We were Born to Learn this kind of Skill
And The think about Life, and Learning.
If you were Home school, in a public, or Catholic  
in a Special Needs class, or in Regular Class.
Is to remember who we are, That someone that can Learn to do what they Dream of doing.
Learn to show others what they can do, and to look at them as as Healthy as they can Be.This is a Coloring that i Draw of Becky-David Elementary School, From when i was Going there 1993-1996, That with most Kids they can think that there favorite Subjects, Math Reading and Science, Language Arts, Social Studies, Recess, and Specials, but for most kids, i hear Recess and Specials, are the Best Part of the Day Especially  Recess, A time of the Day that the kids can go out to the playground and Hang out with there Friends, Classmates, My Favorite Part of the School Day was not to much Recess, it was being inside, and playing Games on the Computer, if iwere to have any Free time in Class my Teachers i had and told my mom and dad, that Matthew like to Draw, Work Puzzles, doing Creating Activities, other then the Time Recess time came that he would play with the other kinds, on the other hand Kept to himself, would even Pace the Floor a few times, when i was at school of course, i got Picked on a lot of times, Kids would ask me why are you just standing around watching other Talk and Play, i would say, that those kids would think that your not doing it right, your not allowing the steps and rules right, and Even my Younger Sister was on the Playground a lot of times, she knew kids were picking on me but she Tried to tell the kids to leave my Brother alone,I Knew she tried to still up for me as much as she could, i though what would she would have done if she saw, those kids picking on me and if i had fell down, or was pushed around, she told me she would have helped me out, on the other and on the other hand, that seemed like she didnt want me near her anyways since she though i was inbarising her in fron of her Friends, and knowing that her and i were pretty close when we were going to the same school, and the same Grade, but then didnt hang out as much on the playground,  most of the times she had Friends she could talk to but i didnt, Kids seem like they wanted to hang out and be Friends with her more then me, i even got Tripped, on the Playground, on the new Blacktop from when they Blacktopped the Playground due to Playground Safety Concerns, Learning to sit down and to get back up, and Learning when we fall down and getting back up, at one time i had gotten Tripped, on the Playground, that i was trying to walk around a Kid, then he swang his leg  in front of my Leg, and coursing me to fall right on the new Blacktop of the Playground, and putting a scar on my hand, when i looked up that Kids on the playground just walking by me, not asking me if i was ok, and looked at my hand was not bleeding, or nothing, and got back up and went back into the school, this was after the Recess, bell had rang for use to go back in to the School and to go to Class, i remember that i went to class and the teacher have me the work to do, did not even bother to  ask to go to the Nurse, if someone in the class would have been out on the playground that seen what happend, then ask if i was ok nobody did, and just knowing since i was going to Barnwell, that i had assumed that everyone hates Me. when i came home from school that same Day, i had told my mom that i had been Tripped out at Recess, and she help doctor me up, she even told me she went up to the school to find out what was going on, she didnt tell me to much several Years later, other kids in the classroom and out at Recess, talked to me at times, toward Spring time 1996, when the school year was about over with, about everyone was getting Years books, the teacher helped me get my Year book, since i think there was a miscount of Yearbook orders so she had it ready if i remember, that i had gone somewhere and came back to the classroom and the Year book, with a note, had said, MATT Here, is your Yearbook, i went into the office and found about the information about your order, Take care, i can still remember a few details of what the letter said, i took it out to Recess with me and at least 10 Girls had ask if they could sign, it, and one even mentioned about the kids that picked on me a lot, that i guess all what they could do was say they were sorry', on the other hand what i ask for them is to Think smart before you do something as of knowing about Respecting other, that i think is what Recess time is all about not, picking on other kids about learning how to get along, and if there are any Problems is to work it out as best you can about Kids of ages, is to how to get alone. Some Kids at School ask me what i wanted to be when i Grew up, i would tell them a few things, A SuperHero, during that time that was what i was Dreaming about Kids ask me what kind of SuperHero, What i ment was maybe more a A Superhero Story Writter, where i would Draw a Charactor and present what it does, i even tell others that Show and Tell,what my Favorite.
These are not Really Considered School Photos, More like Homework Photos, We can think about that Buying something is more then Just Doing something,
Learning the Way it works, and that if it works the Way you like. I may not look all the handsome, but it Presents that How I Learned to Share.

































































I told a few People about me that i just Keep Secrets to myself, what do i Mean by that, i mean that anything from my childhood, anything from the Past, my Story that i would share, that i would not talk about since seems like everyone else new about something i didnt, and that to make no Difference if they would know about the story about me, on the other hand also that most of my Family more likely would remember or know something i didnt know from all those Years, and i find out Years later.



School Bus Memories, when i was Young, when it was a School Morning i remember, getting on a School Bus like this one, and my Parents would record me getting on the bus, i also look at it as of School bus view, from my Bedroom view window.
This is The original Senior Picture i had since i Graduated from
This is Me 10 Years Later.


Rock Bridge Senior High School, i had this picture taken in Art Class, it was Part of the Self Portrait Project i was working on in Art Class, this kind of reminds me of Black and white photos that the Picture quality more likely the year and Technology that was being used at the time, with was before i even had Digital Technology, it is already 10 years old, on the other hand that you can still see how i looked on my Senior Year








































This is Art that i Drew Free Handed, This is the Coloring the the Union Building at the University Of Missouri.

I have this on my Youtube page, This coloring Explains about Subject, we can more likely think when we are Young that when we go to school we want to get to know our Teachers and other classmates, Learning different things, on the other hand i think the Truth in the Matter is that is to Teach something to Help all Students, for who is taking class, to help one other learn a Certain thing, We may have our own Way of Learning, but do we have our own may of knowing how we learn with who, is it by Concentration or is it by Pressure on the mid of knowing ho much time at is Available and that the Way Teachers think about there students, on the other hand to let Teachers and Students to Focus on what you know by Heart, and to do your Best, to give each other Credit for what they have Accomplished.






























This is Me when my Parents took this Picture on the Kids First Day Back to School i think from the weekend, or From Spring Break, or Cycle Break, that i am Holding something in my Hand that Remains a Question for if it was Related to School, or something maybe From the Boy Scouts, or others, other then that is is me would have Been Spring 1993.

I had Always Though in my Childhood that there was not such thing as "Graduation", That School was going to go on, that would not as much time at Home, some wonder why they have more fun staying up Past Midnight at times, even past 3 AM some nights, on the other hand that i told my Parents along with Friends, that who ever that Ask is that, more likely that they feel like they have more Freedom to maybe Break a Would Record, that more likely to know what they Sunrise looks like and to look at the Stars, on the other hand is to think about our Responsibilities, is knowing about me, what can i do I am Limited do to my Disability on the other hand also i look at is as something to look on the Bright side about to think about your Passion, your Future, this is what i can do.There are some things i cannot do either, i often tell People to be careful what you wish for, on the other hand that  it could be kept in mind for Futures, to come, that the Things i wished for pretty much came true not everything, thought, but one  important thing was to show my parents, that i have Kept looking Forward, For our Education in Degrees i may not have all the Requirements, but at least i can be that someone with Ideas.

















30 Day From this Day June 18th, 2014 would be my 30 Birthday.


Plane in the Sky.

























Story About Imaginary Friends
Whaen i was a little Boy i had Imaginary Friends, Friends that i could talk to until i meet Friends at School, Imaginary Friends ones i could talk to during my bad Days at School, situations at Home and other issues, that i would talk to the Friend about any Problems i had with other kids at school and about what i should do and what i think i can do, during that timeThe imaginary Friends would talk to me even during Classes that i was in when kids would pick on me about something, Ask me Questions, even call me Names, on the other hand that the Teacher would say ignore them, sometimes are to do, hard to consatrate on the School work,
on the other hand that i made more Friends as i went on into High School.






This Card Takes Place in 1996, The Year i  was Moving into the 7th Grade at Barnwell Middle School, This is to let my Teachers know from what i remember, where i am now, and were i was, it was done on a Computer as you can see, The Writting from my  Teachers i had over at Becky David Elementary School, this is one of the only things i have from back then, it was Done using a Computer Program i think on IBM, or Mac,but when i was Young that, i liked getting on Computers, and playing PC games, the card also Talks about my worries, Fear, about going to Middle School about Locker Combinations, that i remember that it was not very card at times i would go to my locker, ieven had a locker in Gym Class have to learn the Combination on that sometimes asked for help getting the Lock unlocked, on the other hand that i had gotten help on a few things, maily the classes, i was in a Regular Class for the First week, and i think it lasted for at least a week, not even a Quarter, but then my Parents had an  IEP Meeting with the School and the Teacher there seen from the scholl that i have Learning issues, understanding Reading, and Spelling, i thinkabout from what i i have now, what it is even 4:00am now on Tuesday, Morning that i am able to write about Me, i would think anything i do myself, is always considered a Mistake, on the other hand that it seems that you learn more when you do it yourself, 




My Dad and i at Six Flags St. Louis, 1997.


 South Dekota, 1970 Four Faces

















Satellite Map
These Photos were Taken as an Idea for Futures Technology for Satellite Images of the World.














































































Fourth of July was 2 weeks before my Birthday and seeing the Fireworks, Really showed the Holiday Cheer.
Birthdays Mean a Lot to Me for Many of Reasons, that for that someone on that Special Day when they were Born, that this is the Time of Life that Means for Turning a Year older and for things to enjoy for the Next Years, Ahead,For what i wished, for is the Topic, of the Subject, that Meaning of Counts, on my Birthday to Blow out the Candles, and to Enjoy Cake, Hang out with Family and Friends, to Celebrate for the Fact that Turning a Year older meant Learning about the Meaning of the Celebration from the Day i was Born, to Learn to Enjoy Life in a Reasonable way, did i get what i wished for for those Many Years, a few things Yes, and something No, on the other hand that is for that Remembrance 





Weather was Sunny This Year.

Imaginary Friends
About the Story of Imaginary Friends, that for Years that i didnt make much Real Friends, Friends Persons that I Could talk to, that i had imaginary Friends, these Friends were Friends that came to my Mind, from coming Home from a Hard Day of School getting Mad, Upset about something, More that i would have Imaginary Friends to talk to about what to do, the Group of Brothers, who were my Imaginary Friends, since i Grewup with Sisters, that i didnt have no Brother to talk to, and Felt alone some of the time, got picked on a lot of times at School, Friends by my Imagination that i would talk to my self and talk to the Friends about what i should say, what i should do, and how to Handle it, when i would Cry over something i would take my mind somewere else, and to try not to thank about to much of the Stress, that goes on, with my Imaginary Friends that i asked them about how i should do this or that, even when i didnt have anything to do, that they would never tell me that they were to Busy to Talk, Hangout, or to Busy to Play around, they they were there for me for most of every steps of the Way, A Imaginary Friend, they dont seem Real, when i was about 12 Years old, i wanted to look them up on the Internet, didnt find much but i would call them, the 3 Brothers, Brothers, that had Names, that would talk to me about any problems that they may have and that i have, even go on Long Day Dreams, about going to the Movies, and maybe going shopping, that something that i had my mind on, something i wanted to do at the time, i would not know what i would say to my Imaginary Friends since i Graduated from High School other then that they already Knew, even Surgery's that i have had in the Past, that my Imaginary Friends would tell them, its going to be alright, and they were having Surgery as well. A lot of the Times seems like anything that i did thinking that my Family would like to Mean my Imaginary Friends, but how would that work out, i remember Telling some of my Family about it, and since i was Baptized Back in Spring of 1995, some of my Family suggested that you can tell your Imaginary Friends you dont need to Hang out anymore, on the other hand that i still had them, they would come and go, and even be with me until i was 19 Years old, then when i made real Friends i Felt more like Part of the Class, it seems like naything that comes to my mind, thinking its all my Imagination, not Real, on the other hand that i am sure the Story is Real,  Just knowing about understanding for who we are.

Girl Friends
I have had about 4 Girl Friends in the past, some i dont talk to do to moving, No dates, more of Talking.
This is Young Matthew in the Swing in the Back yard, with my Curly Brown Hair, that what i was saying "Fun" For that reason that i liked getting the Attention of being on Camera.










Weather in Columbia.